Happiness

Frankly speaking , i'm just asking for happiness . 

I don't want anything . 

Just happiness . 

I hope you people out there can fulfill it . 

I rather want happiness than anything else . 

Besides god . 

Thank you .

today ! i went for a khusus keterampilan bertutur . 

I went infront and speak .

Failed . -__-

i said the wrong stuff . dammit . so malu .

ahhhhh . Basically , i was kinda nervous lahhh .

I mean i've gave wrong statement for the talk . 

ahhhh . embarrassing . 

forget forget the past . 

bye .

life is full of ups and downs .

But for me , yes life is full of ups and downs too . I agreed ;) totally .

As for today , i will say fifty percent perfect fifty percent unsatisfying .

Btw , i just realise my sivik teacher is funny . Especially the way she talks . OMG .

name will be censored . ;)

but is totally hilarious la . The way she speaks . HAHA laugh my S off .

Okay , tomorrow im not quite sure whether will i be studying because ill be having some pertuturan bahasa for B.M lah .

haha its random i know . -__-

Cheerleading is getting better . I am glad . 

thanks cheer humans for the cooperation . :D

Its blur -__-

handball one .Awesome right ? This represent everyone for being there for me when i am totally down .

hmmm , Josephine thanks for the song . 

Jump then fall . ;) 

This song sorta encourage me in many stuff that had been happening to me these days .

I'm proud that i will be able to get over certain stuff .

Thanks crazy girl . (:

never forget , with god's words . Proudly to be one of yours .

:D

&

to Mi Hui my sexayyy friend ! :DD

I hope you will be able to recover as soon as possible .

I love you girl !

Will pray for you :D

&

As for Chin Carmen , Thanks for encouraging me whenever im down .

At least i won't feel that i am all alone .

Same goes to Beh Yan Kuan . :)

you guys have been a great person .

once again , Thank you .

&&&

definitely , you are included too . 

Thanks for the whole 4 years and the 1 month plus .

For being there to wipe away my tears . :)

Sorry to the others if i never mention your name .

Most probably , i forgot .

you can tell me to write ur name . HAHA .

I don't mind .

Lastly! MICHELLE TAN be happy . 

Be UP not DOWN . ;)

anything just ring me .

What a long post .

So-called-long-post -__-||

What a long picture too !

toodles .

New day .!

Cheryl is happy today .

That's a good thing though .

haha right right right ? ;)

thanks to those who are concern about me . ;DD heeeeeheeeeeee

Basically , i've been thinking too much .

is time to shut my mind and be happy ! 

blehhhhhhh .

hide my emotions wouldn't bring any benefits .

I don't like hiding my emotions , but i just have too .

Because i have no one to talk to which makes me sad .

Even in school , the actual fact is that im sad . Unfortunately , i just have to suck my tears up .

I don't want people to question me or ask and ask and ask .

Because if i start splitting out , it'll just end up bad .

so , there is no use .

Even the person who i've spend so much time before didnt put much hope on it .

So what can i do besides wondering ?

can i rely on you ?

The answer will be no .

what can i do then ?

rely on god every second , moment , minute , and days .

seeing my friends happy , im glad .

i envy them .

Seeing my friends sad , doesnt make much difference if they compare theirs with mine .

because im also one of them .

People just dont care at times .

Lastly , all u can do is just tear .

thats me . Cheryl =)

p/s : im not trying to be emotional . I just feel like writing it out .
Don't mind me .

-devastation-

Winning is our fame . !

merah won for this year cross country again .

HAHA 

LOOK WHAT DID I JUST TYPED ? * again * .

haha . anyways , i got number 13th . Bad . :(

first goes to rumah merah , den rumah hijau den rumah kuning and lastly rumah biru .

neh , i've gave u guys the position .

was very exhausting seriously . No joke .

When i reached the check point , i've sorta faint .

tired tired .

After cross country , went to chin joevy's house .

ordered dominos . Hmmm , quite filling .

After that went home , bath , sleep .

HAHA .

and now im up .

tomorrow there's school again .

Sivik examination . Its crappy though .

alright , gottaa make a move .

toodles .

woke up early in no where .

Basically is 5.38am right now .

i know is quite early . 

I believe most of my friends are still sleeping . :(

haha , i woke up because my chest was so pain , which i do not know why ?

I hope nothing will happen later .

cross country later .

I just can't stop thinking about it . 

Which makes me sad . :(

sighhh ...

moreover , i slept quite early yesterday .

Was pretty exhausted after the handball practice yesterday .

i pray later will be a new bright morning awesome day . :D

no point being sad . Things are like that already .

No point turning back again .

Cheryl , you must stay strong and be happy like always . :D
Majesty , majesty i love you .

cheeful as always .

results not say that good or not say that bad . haha

quite satisfied with it .

hmmm , alright . Let's skip this part .

Oh well , everyone has been talking about the cross country tomorrow .

Basically , i don't know why . I don't have the feelings to run . HAHA .

most probably , im just lazyy .! 

hah !

anyways , im sorta happy . ;)

these days i've been quite happy for some reasons .

And sad for a few reasons too . =(

hope you'll be alright .

this post is random la .

gotta do my maths . Bye .